Thoughts, Ideas and Dreams of a Life to be and a Life to become.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Drawing Day #7

This was inspired by an idea to draw some of my friends and characterize a few things about them :)
So, this is a good friend of mine, Sarah Addy, representing her favorite founding father!

Enjoy!





Friday, January 13, 2012

Drawing Day #5 - Pt. 2


Quick sketch





Drawing Day 5!

My roommate challenged me to draw a character more 'european'...
So I give you my Viking/Thor/Self portrait! ;)

Enjoy!





Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Drawing Day 3!

So I have to admit something, I've been using some old drawing books of mine for the images that I have so far reproduced.
I decided to do this because I didn't have to worry so much on 'what' I needed to draw (which is usually half the battle) as to simply start drawing (which is the original goal).
Most of my drawings have taken roughly an hour to create, while this particular image took about an 1-1/2 hrs or so because it is a character out of my own imagination. Whilst using what I have learned from these books to help shape the basic form of the character, posture and slightly exaggerated muscle groups :)
I'm still going to use my drawing books from time to time, but I will make a concentrated effort to allow room for my imagination to take flight over the remainder of these 30 days.

Enjoy!




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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Drawing Day 2!

Hey guys! Here's my drawing for the day! But before that, I would like to share an email that my Dad sent me after seeing the previous post: "I am very pleased to see this, especially after the first time you tried to draw a horse and cried because your horse picture did not look like the one in the book you were looking at. You have kept on pursuing your artistic gift and look what you can do now!" Love you Dad!



Monday, January 9, 2012

New Blogrimage!

My roommate is establishing a website to host our little 30 day journeys and has asked me to indulge in a blogrimage challenge with him to this purpose! So, for the next 30 days, my goal is to do 1 drawing each day. I decided on this because I have noticed that I haven't taken the time to draw and wish to rediscover this simple pleasure once again. So without further ado, drawing for Day 1:



Monday, April 4, 2011

I have only 10 days left... "Hearing"

Well, things really aren't getting any less busy, BUT, I have found time to sit down and write a little and and then find time again to blog about the experience...
I usually find myself on days when I don't have work or school going to a prayer that's a little north of me. It's a quiet place and I find that time has it's own flow there.
An hour can feel like ten minutes and ten minutes can feel like an hour... but it's the place that I go to get quiet, to sit, to listen and to write, draw and pray (not particularly in that order). I call it my 'mountain top'.

But today's writing is going to be a little longer, the challenge posed was this, "What sound set your life spinning?"
This question all comes out of the past few challenges of being still, allowing memories and thoughts to be anchored by a physical focus; ie, breathing, the position of your hands, even what you hear... and what you have heard affects you.

So, Natalie Goldberg asks a simple question, when in your life did a sound, that you perceived, rock your whole world at that moment.

This story is one that I consider a changing moment for me and I felt that it is something that I needed to write down, so that it can be shared to you and others and be allowed the opportunity to encourage.

Be blessed!
"Hearing"
This is another story about Kansas City; I had been out of the Onething Internship for about 3-4 months; life at that point was a series of late nights and work.
A typical day would be; wake up at noon, go to work, come back around 6 or 7 at night, hang out with good friends, eat food and play music till about 2 am (activities of the night were determined by how many people were over, which ranged from 2 to 30), then to bed.
This was a fantastic time for me, becuase I got to hang out with all these cool people and got to develop relationships; friendships, sisters and brothers, with these people that I may not have otherwise...

But my relationship with the Father was suffering.

One night, I was chatting online with a friend of mine that really challenged me with, "was I living this christian walk becuase it was what I believed or becuase it was the only thing I knew to be right?"

That really grabbed my heart and I remember laying in my bed just journallying this struggle within me, "God, why do I follow you?"

After about an hour or two I was on my face on the floor and I heard God ask, "Eric, do you want a thunderstorm to prove my love for you?"

I told God no, thinking that it wasn't "righteous" to take God up on his offer, so I answered, "God, your presence is enough."

But God knew what I needed; he saw the wounded heart of his son and knew that he needed more than just an etheral expression of "his presence" to know the love that He (God) had for him, he needed something, real.
No more than the words, "...is enough." had left me lips then I heard a monsterous clap of thunder roll across my room...

I grew up in the plains of Missouri, so I'm pretty used to thunderstorms, but this was something else...
It was deep, piercing through wall, window and mind, it captured your attention and as it rolled by you, you heard it's physical presence make itslef known by the car alarms that were going off outside.
You felt it's vibraitons in your chest, and as my mind, ear and heart heard it, I knew it to be an expression of the heart of the Father towards his, son.

And I wept...

With each casading rythme and beat, a new wave of tears swelled within my eyes as I saw this expression of sound turn into the layers of God's love that he had for me. 

I couldn't move, I could barely breathe, as I allowed the tears to flow and my heart to break open as love flowed to take the place of fear, rejection and the wounds that we carry in our hearts.

Finally, I was able to stand, a few of my friends were sitting in the living room; one of them being a girl that I felt was an older sister to me.

I laugh and smile a little at the thought, becuase she asked me if I had ever felt or had God make something that we could see, hear, taste, smell or feel.  
And I told her what had just happened in that bedroom and that this storm that we all were experiencing was God showing his love for me.
She marveled at that thought for a minute, but as the night went on and the storm contunued to flash and roll with it's thunder, she would radomly, and frequently, hit me in the arm, pretty hard too. And give me a look as to say, "I know that God made this for you and I'm jealous that he did."

But all I could do was smile; becuase I was with and around these that cared for me and I for them, a place that was warm, friendly, light with laughter and a joy in the eyes...
And outside, was a manifestation of love, from a God that cared for me enough to show his heart through something that I loved, a thunderstorm.

Thanks for reading everyone! Here are some pics on a piece that I'm working on in sculpture; the final piece is going to be carved out of stone! :D
The clay model is only about 4 inches high... I'm hoping to find a good piece of stone and carve it out so that it's 6 or 8 inches... we will see!

Have a great night my friends,
-Eric Alan